Heavy in your arms

Florence and the machine-Heavy in your arms

I didn't realize I was the chain that held you
The bullet that pushed you over the edge
I'm so heavy
The words I spit out care less, but real
"I love You" whispered and immediately you thrash in your slumber
your solemn lull, the opus state I've put you in
And yet you smile and say the same
Because you killing me too
The trigger pressed cold against my chest, no mercy
The light from your eyes fades
Gone from when we first collided
When I might have loved and been able to love
All I know now is the weight
The heavy heart; the lead inside my numb mind
I scream but you can't hear
You're already gone, already released
But you remain the ghost of my beloved